储蓄是美德。古人说得对：“人应该从小养成储蓄的习惯，以备不时之需。”可是却有几个人是有这种的美德及习惯呢？我相信大多数的人都是有多少花多少的类型。而我呢，曾经何时也是这类的。现在，就只能后悔莫及。。。每个月得来的薪水都会先拿去还车款，信用卡，欠债等等。。。天天过着钱包紧紧的日子。心喊：“快点还完呀~！”
这些一直都是我自知之明的问题，也是我一直努力要解决的担子。然而今天，我似乎被人踩到地雷般的不爽起来。
话说今早，当皇上皇后向太子训话时（关于储蓄，败家子的话题）
皇后：“你呀，有几多花几多；很不好。你现在不要以为还年轻，不用储蓄；以后才储蓄。到时候。。”
我：“会储不及。”
皇后：“你呀，不要讲人。你自己也是。”
我：“对呀，我承认！我是过来人嘛，这是我的心得。满意吗？” 心里不爽。
那时心里真的很不平衡，一直收藏起来的负面情绪突然全部涌上心头。心想：我现在不是很努力的还债了吗？太子败家干吗要冲着我来？！之前话说得那么漂亮，送我礼物，不用我付钱；结果也是我付钱！我本来只需要还我的费用而已，可是因为那件礼物而加重自己的负担。我不想加重您们的负担就一直努力至今。难道这就是我努力的评语？！太子不费吹灰之力就可以得到礼物。他根本就不晓得什么叫辛苦，有苦难言的心情。哼”那时有被我这突然而来的憎恨心情吓倒；不过很快的被心里的小天使开解说：“没法子呀，身位兄长的都是如此的咯。快快还完债务后，就雨过天晴了。加油吧！”唉~希望如此吧，所以说不听老人言，吃亏在眼前。怪不了谁，只能怪自己不听话。
向零债务前进！哟~！
Saving is a good. The ancient said rightly: " We should start saving from young for any emergency in the future." But who will actually have such good habit? I believe that most of the modern peoples including me would spend all we have in hand. And that's why I'm regretting now for my tight purse...80% of my salary went to the car installment, credit card dues, loans..etc (My heart cried, "Faster settle all the loans!!")
Well, I know to myself that this is a big problem and i need to settle it soonest. Am working hard on it. But then when this issue was brought up today, i just get upset.
It all happened this morning, when King and Quen is lecturing their Crown Prince about savings and wasting money..this topic moved me and my thoughts slipped out from my lips.. then..xxXX
Queen, " You should start saving up money now, don't simply spend your money on useless things or shopping..Don't give excuse to yourself that you're still young, and you can save later..you won't.."
Me, "make it in time when u need d money.."
Queen, " You don't say others, you are the same too ya."
Me," Ya, I know! Is my opinion out of my OWN experience! satisfy? " Upset
I'm out of balance at that moment, all the hidden emotions & thoughts just flooded my heart suddenly after hearing that from the queen. Am I not working hard to settle my debts now? Prince is lucky to have what he want; when me was promised for something without paying, but end paying for it..It was supposedly to be my present but end up becoming one of my burden now! I understand the burdens you all are carrying, so i bear it without complaining. And this was what i get out of my hardworking?! Prince don't even understand what is the feeling of getting something out of hardworking! =.=
These negatives thoughts frightened me too, but then in seconds, it was overcomed by the little angel in my heart comforting myself," No choice la, you are the eldest among siblings mar, faster settle those loans and everything will just fine." Haiz~hopefully. Myself (actually) is the one to blame for all the debts i bear..if i would start saving up money earlier..
Heading to ZERO debt!! Yo~!
